It's almost mocking me, my final grades.

It's a shame too, I thought I did really well on my math final.

And it's not my fault my disability seems to prevent me from doing anything more than basic arithmetic without a calculator.

English is less accepting. I mean, that's what I want to do.

I can place the blame squarely on my shoulders, though. I was lazy. I had no desire to do the work.

I am a fuckup of the highest order.