I'm still at work, I've been at work since 9am. Nothing's going right, god has decreed I shall remain here in purgatory. I need to finish this today. I feel like home is a million miles away. I'll never feel my wife's warm embrace again. See my children grow up and marry. Instead I'll be locked in eternal battle with this fucking cooker circuit. Life is going on around, people are doing stuff in the street, cars are driving past. Humanity carries on existing. Hold me