I guess, I am stuck. I can either beat my brains in selling, or I can sell my food to ungrateful milenials. At any rate, I don’t lose much, but am so fucking tired of the uneven pace. I just don’t want to lose my love of cooking. It holds me together. Cooking keeps me level. I just am tired of selling. I think I have said this before. I just make more money doing something that makes me unhappy.